ive been thinking about my mum all day today. im not sure why today more than others but there it is. i think because today, ive needed her. ive needed to talk rubbish to her, to hear her voice to have her tell me that its okay and i'll be alright. i miss the ability to phone at any time of day and say hello for no other reason than to let her know i was thinking of her even though i was miles away. i hope she saw me today, and i hope she realises that i can still hear her voice in my mind offering words of support and love. i never had a phone call with mum where i didnt tell her i loved her, and vice versa. right now i hope she can hear me telling her that i love her with all my heart